I am a 50 year old women  what I love about. Myself is my Eyes I can see through your Soul. My noses it’s perfect for my type of Face.. MyLips Because I love to kiss My Husband of10 years Dating  and 7 years Married … Journey to self :journey to love :  Love is a Journey . What defines Beauty? External beauty is transient as a passing breeze. Yet true Beauty from within will never age. Beauty is internal and not external . Beauty’ influenced Happy ,Blessed . True Beauty is deep within the Psyche, the soul the character  the very being of the person



I am beautiful. I know it, but I haven’t always felt that. I now know that everything I am is exactly what I want to be. I have been blessed with my Grammy’s button nose. The dimples in the shadow of my hair were given to me by my mom. My smile lines are from 19 years of grinning ear to ear. My squinty eyes and dimples define me. I hope when people see me, they think, “wow that girl is happy.” I am beautiful. I am happy.


Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson
I am beautiful because I have failed and overcome failure. I failed when I allowed myself to get to 170lbs by age 17, and I beat obesity by working my behind off to become a healthy weight.
When I was raped last year, I failed by punishing myself for someone else’s misdeeds. I became bulimic and depressed; I pushed my family away and self-harmed because I had no idea of self worth. I am beautiful because I have since learned to love myself, and I’m proud of being able to love the people around me again.
To any girls reading this, please know that you are beautiful and no crappy magazine article has the right to tell you you need to be better. No matter what happens to you, you can overcome it and learn from it, however bad it seems.

Women & Makeup: There’s More to Makeup Use Than Meets the Eye

I was recently sent this press release to share with my readers and as I’ve said before – makeup can be fun, it can be creative, and I certainly don’t believe that no one should wear makeup ever.  That being said, it’s so incredibly important to understand that we don’t need makeup to be beautiful.  Please read this!


PHILADELPHIA, PA (January 23, 2012) — The Renfrew Center Foundation, a non-profit charitable organization dedicated to advancing the education, prevention, research and treatment of eating disorders, today announced survey results which revealed that nearly half of all women have negative feelings about their image when not wearing makeup and associate a “bare face” with feeling unattractive and insecure. Additionally, one quarter of the women surveyed began wearing makeup at age 13 or earlier. 


This survey was conducted online within the United States by Harris Interactive on behalf of The Renfrew Center Foundation, from December 20-22, 2011—among 1,292 women 18 years of age and older. Highlights from the survey include: 


  • Almost Half of Women Have Negative Feelings When They Don’t Wear Makeup

Forty-four percent of women have negative feelings when they are not wearing makeup, reporting feeling unattractive (16%), self-conscious (14%) and naked/as though something is missing (14%). Only three percent of women said going without makeup made them feel more attractive.


  • Women Wear Makeup for Both Physical and Psychological Reasons

Almost half (44%) of women wear makeup to hide flaws in their skin. They also cited emotional responses, with 48 percent noting that they wear makeup because they like the way they look with it and 32 percent agreeing that it makes them feel good. Eleven percent said they wear makeup because it is a societal norm.


  • Wearing Makeup is Not Just for Adults

Of women who wear makeup, almost half started wearing it between the ages of 14 and 16 (51%), yet more than a quarter of women began using it between the ages of 11 and 13 (27%).


“Wearing makeup to enhance one’s appearance is normal in our society and often a right of passage for young women,” said Adrienne Ressler, National Training Director for the Renfrew Center Foundation and a renowned body image expert. “There is concern, however, when makeup no longer becomes a tool for enhancement but, rather, a security blanket that conceals negative feelings about one’s self-image and self-esteem. For many individuals, these feelings may set the stage for addictions or patterns of disordered eating to develop.”


During National Eating Disorders Awareness Week (February 26 – March 3), The Renfrew Center Foundation is sponsoring a national campaign, titled Barefaced & Beautiful, Without & Within ( Through the campaign, Renfrew will encourage women nationwide to go without makeup for a day in order to start a dialogue about healthy body image and inner beauty.


“In this age of toddler beauty pageants, digital retouching, celebrity worship, and other unrealistic cultural messages about beauty, there are definite challenges to developing a positive body image; challenges that put women at risk for eating disorders and other self destructive behaviors,” said Ressler. “Our hope is that through Barefaced & Beautiful, Without & Within, we will promote greater understanding that real beauty and self-esteem truly begins from within.”


To show your support for Barefaced & Beautiful, Without & Within, The Renfrew Center Foundation is asking for women to go without makeup on Monday, February 27th and promote their participation through their social media networks by tweeting a photo or changing their Facebook profile picture to one of their natural self. To learn about participating in Barefaced & Beautiful, Without & Within, please go to


The Renfrew Center Foundation

The Renfrew Center Foundation, founded in 1990, is a non-profit, charitable organization dedicated to advancing the education, prevention, research and treatment of eating disorders. The Renfrew Center Foundation is supported financially by private donations and funding from The Renfrew Center, the nation’s first and largest network of eating disorder treatment facilities. The Renfrew Center now operates eleven facilities in nine states. Through its programs, the Foundation aims to increase awareness of eating disorders as a public health issue and research the pathology and recovery patterns of people with eating disorders. The Foundation also seeks to educate professionals in the assessment, treatment and prevention of behavioral and emotional disorders by sponsoring an annual conference, as well as numerous seminars throughout the country. To date, the Foundation has trained nearly 25,000 professionals. For information about The Renfrew Center Foundation, please call toll-free 1-877-367-3383 or visit


Survey Methodology                                                                                                         

This survey was conducted online within the U.S. by Harris Interactive on behalf of The Renfrew Center Foundation from December 20-22, 2011 among 1,292 women ages 18 and older. This online survey is not based on a probability sample and, therefore, no estimate of theoretical sampling error can be calculated. For complete survey methodology, including weighting variables, please contact Holly Dean at 215.875.4365.


About Harris Interactive                                                                                

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